Thursday, December 4, 2008

Just Breathe.

Inhale. Exhale.

I take advantage of my breathing exercise on my way to work. It keeps me calm and focused. I'm trying hard to stay away from cigarettes and on binging as a way of detaching myself to it. I do not want to gain weight over the holidays, well not just yet. That's why I breathe a lot.

Don't get me wrong. We do breathe, how else are we going to survive without air? I just take that extra step to get more oxygen into my system. As soon as I wake up, I do the dragon breathing that my beau taught me. It kinda keeps me perky and happy. If I happen to miss breakfast and find myself lounging in our office park with a cup of hot coffee, breathing takes my mind away from smoking. Though I must say, coffee and cigarettes are my favorite morning breakfast, well it used to be.

I'm on a quest to keep myself healthy now. It's sounds so funny when I say it but the thought of being healthy and living longer makes it all worth it. Also, I've had my share of rockstar parties and I guess all I want to do is to live a simple quiet life - away from all the parties, the clubbing, the bulky handsome guy models (who by the way only have their bodies to brag about), the thunderbolts (who happen to use all their money to lure young hot girls to have relationships with them ahahaha) and lastly, away from all the model catfight drama. There's always going to be a competition when it comes to who gets what, I just know what my priorities are and who I should trust.

All that aside, I have my own bulky handsome model who happens to be a BS Math grad. Im the type who goes after the long conversations and striking opinions and views in life. I guess I got the best deal. Oh wait, God gave me the best deal. Now all I have to do to keep that is to be a good little girl. Hahahaha.

I'm actually losing weight with all the breathing, walking and laughing. I just love living life with you around. :)